pretty little souped up 4-wheel drive

she called me last night. i wish she knew that it cant be like it was before. we cant have cute conversations and chit chat. it hurts too much. but its like she has amnesia.

i miss our friendship the most.

she doesnt miss it cause she thinks its still the same.

maybe one day it will be half of what it once was. i'll just hold on to that hope. cause it would be a shame if i didnt have her in my life in some way. i just need a bit more time.

yep...